All those stupid things I wrote before are gone. I have a new opportunity to clean up my act, and pretend I'm responsible. Maybe no one will remember how silly I have been . . . except for this post, I guess. When I first went to college, where no one knew me, believe it or not, I kept my mouth shut for a few months, and people later told me they thought I must be smart. Eventually they learned, but I had them all fooled for awhile. I could do that again. It's almost like lying, but it is such a good feeling, knowing you haven't messed up yet . . . at least not very much. It's like wearing sunglasses, and thinking no one can see you.